Never knew i had so much rage in me, and that it can consume me to a point--but that's what happens when someone who internalizes so much of the external takes in a negative havoc like leena. she is a fire, destroying so much in her path, overwhelming everything for miles radius, but i know so much good will arise from the ashes and i will emerge a stronger, more knowledgeable person. so im sorry to all who've heard me bitch and bitch and bitch but please dont think im not aware that even though damage deposits are not necessarily how life works, meeting bitches and idiots like her is very much so.
i really cant wait to bring up how she endangered my life by leaving the gas on. fuck your 20k equipment.
staying at home, did some errands but not all
apparently IAIA is like half an hour away
made myself some good ramen with an egg and shitake mushrooms yumyum
such a wonderful day, sequel to the DOUBLE RAINBOW after yesterday's thunderstorm :OOO
....then leena got home.
and shit got real.
i got an amazing deal to live elsewhere but it looks like im trapped in prison. i may have lost this battle, but i know i fought and lose with honor. and everyone will know that tomorrow at my office.
bug bit my face, right under my eye. hope it's not a bed bug, but it is the same formation: triangle, with three little red dots. doesn't itch, and only one triangle.
tons of stuff to do as usual, research, exercise, call lawyers, doctors, life life life haha
pizza hut with christine- thin crust supreme chicken
watched her smoke 4 or 5 cigarettes in 2 hours talking about leena in the abandoned lot on our lovely jewelry ditch dirt road, parked in her beetle
i really love it when i talk to people and at the end i feel so grateful for everything i have :)
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